I can’t really remember the first time you recognized your desire for marriage. But knee deep into your twenties, something shifted. After one failed relationship after the next, you decided to give up your desire for marriage.

An amazing man proposed to me in front of the most beautiful view…and it was PERFECT. But less than 24 hours later, I found myself driving down Route 13 back to my apartment in Salisbury…and I sobbed.

I think it's safe to say that 2019 hazed the heck out of me. Adulting was most certainly the ghetto, and my impatience was even more ghetto. I went through a financial loss, a family loss, and a relationship loss all within the first three months of the year. By March, I was ready to throw 2019 away and sleep until 2020.

Since I was about 13 let's say, I've always wanted a guitar and to learn how to play one. Unfortunately, I settled for the clarinet in elementary school. But still this desire to learn how to play the guitar was on my heart.

You ever feel like an imposter? Like you aren't qualified for the position you're currently responsible for and you're just waiting on someone to call you on your bluff?